Thursday, March 30, 2006
;)
Tired but satisfied.
Been waking up accidentally unintentionally without even the alarm.
Sometimes I open my eyes in the middle of the night, five minutes later realising that its not time to get up yet.
Today was happy.
A Certain Shade of Green woke me up. Yea, he texted. Saying good morning and everything. What a nice greeting in the morning.
And the next text message was, asking if I could go out for a drink? Delighted as I was, I said yes :)
*wernjun's stomach is filled with butterflies again*
Still waking up from the bed, blur and dazed, I took my own sweet time to get ready. Not to forget my troublesome stomach who decided to give food poisoning problem, I had to go to the Loo.
Stopped half way at Dang Wangi to go to another Loo. Gosh. My 'siew che' stomach. Maybe it needs to live in the palace. Just the stomach.
Finally I reached my destination. That one and a half hours spent with him, .: Priceless
My dear friend insisted I should drink something, in the end, I had Earl Gray with Tangerine ;) Sweet as he was, he paid.
Headed to Bangsar then, to meet with Edith. She's so sweet too ! Before I left, knowing I was sick, she bought me a drink to cure it a bit. Offered to send me back to uni ! Which in the end turned out that she sent me to TV3 ! Bangsar to TV3, Bandar Utama !
She said,"God blessed me with a car, so I will want to bless people with my car".
When I was at TV3, the broadcast journalist I interviewed insisted that I have a drink too ! So I had 'Milo Ice'.
The whole day, I felt like a kid. Everyone paying for me. Haiya. So sweet of'em, but shy ler..
Gosh. I miss'm so much. Since I hardly hear from him anymore.
*he's gone missing again*
But I'll cherish today.
Monday, March 27, 2006
Kaya's Fear
YAY ! Success ;p
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Snip Snap Colour
*ring* my phone rang. Amy wanted to go have breakfast.. And I was down with fever..
Went to eat anyway.. since I was hungry..sick also need to eat mar..
Headed home, but then.. My dear friend wanted to colour her hair. So she dragged me to her mom's saloon.
While she was colouring her hair, I was yawning away..
Then, some crazy idea came into my mind,'Eh, you cut my hair la' Anything you want to do with it.
So she did.
And now, this is how I look ;p
amy and her hair
after the cut
And to imagine, even her mom's customers were laughing at us ! teaching her how to cut my hair ! cos she has no idea how to do it actually !
yea, I'm nuts to entrust my hair to a person who's never cut anyone's hair in her entire life ! Takpe lar...I think I don't look like ghost la.. so I'm happy ;)
*** We were there since 11-330 ! went back to her house, freshen up a bit, then off to Lot 10 to buy her luggage bag. Hehe, she was so happy after that ;p
Also cos we were heading to have crabs for dinner ! For the whole of last week and this week she's been bugging me to go eat crabs with her ! Siao..
Ouh yah, had a little snack with her bro while the both of us circled Bently and Sg. Wang for fun, aimlessly..
Our snack place :
alvin's
mine
But dinner was yummy ;p
Where we ate :
Restaurant Stadium Negara
And paid for, by Allan's dad, which we bumped into accidentally at the restaurant - Allan's dad's birthday !
What a weird day?!
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Its Been
Three days since I got any news from him. Three days since I've heard from him. Three days since I received any text messages from him.
Three long days... No good mornings. No good nights. No take cares and no misses yous.
I feel like I'm Jeff.
Remebering what he wrote in on his MSN statuses.
Wondering how long I can stand like this...
Yah..so 'kua cheong' some of you may say.
Its not trust me.
It used to be everyday that I hear from him what happens in a day.
Slowly it minimised to half a day.
Now its none.
Some weird feeling keeps on telling me to be patient.
The feeling's strong. But I could share it with no one.
Only he knows how I feel entirely. Only he knows.
Father, I don't know what is going on. I don't even a the slightest clue. Not even a hint. Father, I pray, that he'll be fine soon. Grant him strength and courage to move on. Grant me strength to hang on. Commit him unto your Mighty Hands. Amen.
And if you ever stumble upon this blog of mine, I miss you, so much.
Friday, March 24, 2006
Le Tour De Kuala Lumpur
1130am I met Farid at KL Sentral.
I was early, so i popped into Guardian. Heard some loud banging sound.
Walked out of Guardian, and saw a line of human adverts ! haha ;p They were wearing white, hung over them a red cardboard thing, announcing about the RM9 shuttle bus service provided to get to LCCT from KL Sentral.
And we waited and waited for the arrival of the queens ! Yah, waited for almost an hour !
First time, boarding the Rapid KL bus, heehee :
The bus criver decided to stop us half-way. If I didn't ask, mati ! we all stranded back at SENTRAL ! Christina did ask, "Jauh ke?" : the reply "Oh, jalan pas tu jogging sikit sampai la"
*faints*
So we walked aimlessly. Gratitudes to my mom ! She used to bring me to that side of the town to buy her threads ! heehee ;p
Walk walk walk.
"eh, where to walk to lah??" "Er.. Just follow the people la" "But there got sungai leh !" "aiya, if the people walk towards that side, surely there will be a way la!"
So we continued walking. Had to climb up some weird muddy slope ! christina : "Eh, wernjun, like jungle treeking pulak "
HAHAHAHAHA !
Ouhkay ouhkay. Finally reached PWTC !
*stomach gorwled* all four of us.
So we stopped by to fill our tummies ;)
Garden Cafe :
sorry kaya, too bright ;p
a feast we had
After walking the whole BIG WIDE BOOK FAIR, we all only got ourselves magazines. Siao.. Imported magazines to console our poor arms lugging them back !
Farid," Wah so heavy wan !" Shopkeeper,"Sure lah, who ask you go take all the heavy heavy ones !"
hahaha ;p
We made amused the shopkeeper =D
Our next destination : 430pm
Petaling Street. Only Farid managed to get his stuff ;p happy him !
Following destination : 530pm
Sat the bus back to Sentral and Monorailed to Low Yat.
Hehe, my turn.
I love my Motorazr !
Gosh ! WHAT A DAY OUT !
My day didn't end just like that.
On my way home, the bus driver decided not to turn into my house ! I had to stop at a mosque which was reallyreally far away ! If I had my runners, I wouldn't mind taking a walk home ! Siao lah ! I only pass that way when I go jogging !
Right opposite where I was, the pipline, those gigantic ones, and there weren't any street lights on the opposite of the road ! And I was left alone ! In pitch dark.
Thank God for Tadika Wati ! their lights were still on. My plan, if anything happens, RUN into the tadika !
In the end, May to the rescue ! She came to fetch me ;) Priceless friends I have ! *muackses*
And I spent the whole night exploring my new found gadget !
*teehee*
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Messed
Its been a crazy week.
So crazy I don't know where to put my mind.
Stop it at completing my thesis?
Stop it at missing that certain someone?
Stop it at worrying for him?
Stop it at thinking bout the job offer?
*sigh*
Am so tired. Wishing he was here.
Sometimes, I just feel so neglected. I'm so afraid that one day, I will just never hear from him ever again. I fear that day. I don't want it to come. I hate thinking of it. But the thing is, things just look so scary. My imaginations are driving me crazy.
I just don't understand how someone can just be so down that they just forget about people around them. I'm not saying that they're heartless. I know its unintentional, but just can't help feeling that way.
I missed the many smses I get in a day. I missed the teasing. I missed the nagging. I missed the one-word-messages. I missed whining. I missed ranting about somehting. I missed missing .
Really am missing you alot. Just hope you're ok. Just hope you're feeling better as the days pass.
Just, just, hope everything will be back to normal...Soon...
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Giler-ness
At 9something I got a message saying that my face is in the U! A student pull-out in theSun's newspaper.
Til now, everyone is still laughing at it.
I'm even getting messages from people that I don't see everyday or hear from everyday !
Haiyoooooooo !
Now, its almost 7pm, I'm still getting messages on MSN telling me they read about it !
Its a very 'malu-fying' story... So please don't go and read it... Save me from embarrassement... Grrrrr !
cHristina's compliments :
p/s: Gratitude to my lovely classmates ! *faints*
Dazed
Its been a mad week, the past few weeks.
Making last minute decisions to go for MPO, going crazy typing a 4,000 word assignment in one night, trying so hard to work some progress with my thesis which is SO going no where, at the same time, worrying for that certain someone.. *sigh*
Headache pangs almost everyday, wondering why I'm getting them so often. So 'pening' sometimes I want to detach my head !
Yeh, as crazy as it may sound, it won't happen la. I'm not mad. Just not yet.
Less than a month til I graduate. The feeling hasn't really sink in me yet. Like I suddenly don't feel like graduating. I don't want to stay in that Uni any longer of course, but just afraid of the world. Don't know what to expect out of it. Don't know what to look forward to.
*sigh* *head continues to spin like crazy*
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Just Another Day
Still feeling bad for what I said.. But I sincerely did not mean to.. If you ever stumble upon here, I'm sorry..
***
Suppose to head home to do some work, but ended up going to KLCC to bug weymin ;) Yah, my hobby, make people's likfe miserable - in a good way la. At least I entertain them, driving them away from their dull grind.
She had lunch, while I lost my appetite some where... Had only Maggi Soup. What a thing to eat right.. what to do, I only had appetite for that, and that, I couldn't finish...
After she went back, I went for a walk myself...Bought ear rings from Axxess and bought myself a new pair of denim skirt from Fame. Hehe ;) The only way I could think of to make myself happy...
A little happy of course...not particularly from buying stuff la.. also cos I got a message that I thought I'd never will get...
Still feeling bad...but I guess I have to forgive myself... It's always the case, people already forgotten bout it, but still hold a grudge on myself..
Father, help myself to forgive myself... +Amen.
***
836 - RM836.00
I can buy myself that Motorazr. Christina can buy 3/4 of her dream camera.
And this lady, she spent that amount on clothes alone !
*faints*
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Extended Episode
Mad is our classmates. Using up our time to plan for each other's birthday celebration executions. Since it's Christina's turn, this what happened :
Treasure hunt at 1 Utama. Yes, 1 Utama is very very big. We made her run from the new wing to the old wing and back and forth.
Eh, not only she was exhausted, all of us at each station was too !
Me? I had to run for my life from WH so she doesn't come after me wondering where I'm going off to without her !
Standing in front of a shop which sold only hip-hop-er's outfits, justice was made with my baggy jeans ! Still so 'malu' lar.. pacing left-right like some 'pencuri' waiting for robbery execution !
I only have ends to the whole thing, where we sang happy birthday and where we all finally collaspe and took deep breaths of air !
the something we drew her
her cake
her muka 'you all are mad'
cut the cake with chopsticks
a shot at us
jona's 'Nasi Goreng Kampung'
my 'Lontong' Special
christina's funky bread
gasping for air
discussing on Kaya : How ar to 'siah sui her' [malukan her]
Ouhkay, siao right we ALL ?!
***
The weather's so hot, I'm feeling a fever again... Better go sleep earlier...
:/
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Bleh
Spent the day in Cheras, walking on a neverending road..Just to find Utusan Karya.
Haha, funny Farid.
Giler CHRISTINA !
Ate ice cream, greeen jelly stuff.
And we settled at a hidden Indian restaurant near KL Sentral.
Can'r even remember the name of the restaurant, but it plays JAZZ ! wahaha ;p Cool Indian restaurant ay !
***
I'm sick again.. Though sick, I'm a lil happy. Its been such a long since I've heard that voice. Smile is me ;)
*teehee*
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Two Cups
Yay to this ;p Yay to cHristina !
My current favourite drink, haha ;)
The only Latte I'd drink ;]
So happen was with WeyMin, so she drank too ! And loved it too ! haha ;p
the after work she : wore the cap for fun
my cuppa Latte
.: satisfaction
Saturday, March 11, 2006
23 She Will Be
A siao bubbly gurl. A laughing machine. She and her braces. Now she has retainers. Latte addict. She loves eating. Walks with me to Section14 whenever we have time to spare. Laziest bum. Always whacky, sometimes you wonder.. haha. We have a pair of same shoes. Shoppaholic. Likes the lense of a camera. Cut hair together. Entah lah, alot of more..later my blog explode of her. Most of aLL, a very good buddy of mine for these three years.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINA ! LOVE YA LOts! *MUAX & HUGGS*
Amanda
Missed her so much ! Haven't seen her in four long years !!! And she suddenly appears out of no where. On my phone, with her chinese name. Gave me a shock ! But a good shock ;p
Hm...
My 'kaki ponteng in school'. She'll be running aournd with her 'Baju Kurung', I'd be running around with my prefect uniform.
Hehe, what fun times those were ;)
My morning greetings, 'OY'. Actually most of the time also she does that to say hi to me ;)
And her favourite = Weernnnnnn Junnnnnnnnnn
Yeah, that's just how she calls me in school ;)
Not to forget, we just simply enjoy laughing like crazy in class ! Wonder where all the attention went to instead of studying , teehee ;p
When the teacher turns her back, we're gone ! Yah, my toilet buddy ! wahaha ;p
ouhhowimisshersomuch
The only picture I have of her
Monday, March 06, 2006
Opposite of Regret
February 23rd
Joan will be able to tell how insistant I was on not going. In the end , for some particular reasons, I went.. hehe ;p
Only she will be able to tell why also la, hehe ;)
It'll be the first time I did not end up regreting after..
Anyways, it would be a night I will never forget to remember..
There are more pictures I wished I would post..but only this I can.. ;)
All-us : christina-Lithan-joan-hoayMing-Lydia-kaiLing
kaiLing-Lydia-cHristina-litHan-Hoayming : dunno where Joan went
.: PriceLess
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Joy
Am really happy, cos I've finally "bumped" into the 'I-missed-so-much-you' ;)
So-happy-to-see-you
Really am happy, even if I didn't look happy, but I was, all written over me inside..
At least, even if the rain comes down on me, I can still feel sunshine..
thanks fer sendin my home..
Gratefulness I owe to you ;)
What
I don't understand anything that I'm going through now.. I really don't. All I can do is cry.
Cry myself to sleep, everynight..
Father, I pray, help me understand why... Why things have to be this way...
I don't want it to be this way...
Hurting so much...
Father, I commit unto You...
AMEN +wernjun
Miss'em@Missyou
The week just gets weirder.
Early this morning, I heard from a friend that someone was asking bout me. Shocked. Surprised. *eyes wide opened* Touched and happy most of all.
Who would've thought, after almost one year, with no contact, he remembers me. *grins* Funny how the story got related to me. Guess I left alot of memories where I worked.
Am I that likeable? Up to you to say. Cos I'm confused. You like me you like lar, I really give up already.
Been seeing people I least expect to see, which reminds me, I bumped into Norizan nite before yesterday ;) And sue Ann & sue Jan.
But the person I miss most, can hardly see... The person I miss most, don't seem to bump into me...
:(
GOSH.
Miss'em so much.
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