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Thursday, December 30, 2004 so she called. . .when i saw the number, i thought to myself, where have i seen this number? yeah, i erased it from my phone two years back, so that i won't think of the bad thoughts whenever i see her name appear on my phone.. yea.. it was that bad.. it affected me that badly... So i picked up my phone. I could hear her voice on the phone... She said the usual stuff, like she'd be boarding the plane soon and all that. She also told me to take care and stuff.. All in all , i feel weird.. yupp, very weird. But for once, in these two years of no contact with her, she showed that she still remembers me. Is that good or bad? ???
Tuesday, December 28, 2004 cOnfused... ;(Me : i've already let go of al the ego i had in me to forgive her, but what did i get in return? nothing but devastation and depression.. She : laughing away with our secondary school friends without acknowledging me even though i've already stepped into her house.. Me : Feeling very hurt once again.. i was tearinf tears of joy because i've decided to forgive her..but came back with tears or sadness :...( She : i don't know if she felt anything at all... Me : I cried when i hugged her..but she didn't.. She : didn't talk to me the whole night..hugged everyone but me.. I'm just, very very sad... pray for me... :...(
Monday, December 27, 2004 it has been a crazy week !!after the 18th, which was the Christmas Party that the YF in TTDI organnized, man, i was exhausted. Dried out of energy ! physically and mentally !! But, i really learned a lot of things and enjoyed myself !! which was good !! even though with all the tiredness and tak cukup tidur.. The tiredness didn't end. It continued ! Cos we had to practice for Christmas service. So, i think i spent almost the whole week in Taman Tun preparing for Christmas service ! Went for carolling on Friday ! and slept at 4am ! yea, talking and partly waiting for eric to collect his bag from xin's house... what lah that fella ! Woke up at 730am on Saturday cos we had practice at 8am.. but in the end weijin woke up late.. so we only reached church at 820am.. Christmas service was good ! heehee =] first time spending ChRISTMAS away from home..not too bad.. Then we stayed back for practice for morning service on Sunday with Uncle Russ. went to Mcdonalds for lunch.. lepak there til bout 230pm.. went out for dinner with meifern and jon and eric and weijin and suyi and philip ! And i finally went back home on Sunday after lunch ! Great to be home... ;)
Wednesday, December 15, 2004 what a week end it was for me !!Saturday : Went to TTDi as usual for YF.. except, YF started early that day, cos we had practice at 2pm-6pm. Then leapk in church until bout 830pm.. cos we had to clean church..I mopped the floor and had a slight back ache after that..ahah, ya lor.. feels like old lady liao ;p Anyway, we ( me,xin,mew ling,junming,eric,meifern and jon ) went to SS2 for dinner , ermm.. i ate a yucky Claypot Yee Mee.. ;( I felt really glad to see eRic again ! realy missed him lar.. heehee ;p the small boy who looked like a standtard 5 kid, who's actually 19 already !! siao ;) Then we went home after that.. Slept kinda late cos was talking to Xin ;) But i enjoyed it.. cos so long didn't see her already !! Sunday : Kinda woke up late.. ahahha ! went to church late, and realized that there wasn't a pianist ! in the end cheng-yi played the piano.. i was too blur.. heehee.. Sat next to aunt Yu lin and Carmen.. so blur.. dunno how i ended up sitting with them.. ;p Surprisingly i didn't fall asleep..despite the fact that i slept so late the night before !! After church service, we had our own bible study upstairs.. while the three monkeys ( junming,eric and jonathan lim ) were hanging out downstairs doing i dunno what..haih ! Then we went out for lunch..had Chicken Rice !! after that, i went to 1 Utama, just for fun la.. but actually i wanted to talk to mew ling la.. just to catch up with her..and we managed to talk !! even though we were walking !! ahhaha ;p came back to cheng-yi's house, and rested for a while.. then followd her to church to help out at Senior Citizen's Meeting.. had fun talking to xin and su-yi.. stayed there til bout 10pm or so.. went back and had supper of Yong Tau Foo !! heehee ;p so yummy !! made by xin's aunt ! ;) went to sleep at bout er.. 1am something.. heehee ;p Monday : Woke up at 940am.. went downstairs and watch cartoon abit.. ahahha, then got ready to go out for breakfast ! We ate at Section 17, a coffee shop near the Post office on the road facing Jalan University !! had Curry Mee !! yummy !! heehee ;p Supposed to meet up with Miss Sussana and after that Stephanie Lim.. in the end, didn't manage to meet up with any.. cis.. Came back, and lepak in xin's house until we had to go for practice at night.. Slept at bout 2am something.. cos xin couldn't sleep..so i teman her watch TV for a while.. heehee Today ! Tuesday : Supposed to go home.. cheng-yi dropped me at the Bangsar LRT station.. then i decided to call Lydia Wan... ;p wanted to just find out if she was free to go out la.. it's been a long time since i last met her ! So i ended up in Sungei Wang.. walked there from KLCC !! phew.. we walked and talked and walked and talked !! i really had a lot of fun !! Then i went to her church foher sing practice helped them play piano.. heehee At night, since it was too jammed up to send me home, i stayed back for a talk.. by Roy Hill on Growing Roots ! ;p hm.. and now, i'm half dead.. trying to sleep but hair still wet.. actually i can't really sleep.. (--,)
Friday, December 10, 2004 today i had my moral paper.. haih.. so bodo la..but managed to answer them anyway.. After exam, I went over to DSA ( Department of Students Affairs ) to confirm my lunch appointment with Miss Susanna. Turned out that she wasn't free..got some last minute errands to run. So happened, i saw Kevin.. sakai fella.. in the end i made him walk me to PC block to do some stuff, and then made him eat lunch with me also !! ahhaha ;p also cos very long didn't see him already la.. managed to catch up a little ;p 
also.. when i went for lunch at the 'mamak' nearby my uni, i bumped into Louis !! ahhahah, louis is from Petra Gospel Centre.. and that's somewhere in Cheras !! I was so surprised until i pointed at him with a stoned face !! ahhahaha ;p In reurn, I got a stoned face stare !! so funny man !! cos we both really did not ever think that we'd bump into each other there !! ahahhah ;p It's really great.. being ab;e to meet so many people everyday !
Thursday, December 09, 2004 heeheeBumped into chiu ping just now at the Chicken rice shop in Melawati town.. So long didn't see her liao.. oh yea, she's my secondary school classmate and schoolmate.. In the same class for 2 years.. Form 1.. Great gurl to be friend with !! and one of the most craziest girls i've ever met in my life !! If you make her angry, you don't want to be around her.. I remember when those irritating guys in class used to make her angry, she would blurt out all the chinese foul languages to tell them off !! regardless whether they were Chinese or Malay or Indian.. Ahahhaha, those were the days man.. now, she's much toned down la.. don't do that anymore.. heehee ;) and i'm glad she doesn't anymore.. Well, glad to have bump into her just now.. =) the only picture i can find of her.. ( aiya.. now only i realized that i didn't take much pictures with her.. ish.. ) 
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004 amy is sick...but we still went out today and yesterday !! some more both nights also went out for supper !! ahahhah ;p Yesterday, I and Amy went to Liwan's house, then we went to Desa View for supper.. with Liwan.. erm.. i ate 'Roti Telur' and 5 sticks of Satay, cos amy wanted to eat.. cis.. then cannot finish i became dustbin pulak... (see, how to not get fat??) Met cho fatt and min fei there.. it's been a long time eversince i last met them.. and - min fei, as usual, like to do nonsense - he asked amy for my number thru sms, so that he could sms me.. haiyoooo, siao siao wan.. but didn't see him for a long time liao.. so just reply only lar hor.. ahahha ;p And today, we went to KLCC again.. erm.. just to walk around lo.. also beacuse amy insisted on buying her necklace !! heehee ;p and i shared a nice cup of Expresso Frappucino from Starbucks with my bro.. heehee ;) Came back at bout 6pm.. then rested for bout an hour, went for dinner in KFC !! ;p Came back at bout 830pm.. then went out at 9pm for supper?? aaahha, yea.. we went to a 'mamak' behind Risda.. we ( me, amy, liwan, crystal and my bro ) ate 2 'Garlic Naan'(s) and 1 'Roti Boom'. Me , Amy and Liwan tried the 'Teh Halia' there, Crys drank hot Milo and my bro 'Teh Panas'. And i'm sooooo full now.. 'perut' also 'buncit' already... (--,) Though i feel fatter, i had a lot of fun today ! heehee =)
yay !! i'm done with exams.. unofficially lar.. ahhahaha ;p still got Moral paper on Friday.. but i've already declared myself as a free gurl already !! ahahhaha ;p Anyway.. went to KLCC right after exam.. lepak there until 5:30 pm with Amy and Alvin ( her brother ) Then went home.. bath.. and went to Li Wan's house and decided to go for supper.. heehee Drank 'teh halia' and now i'm still wide awake.. haiya... ;p
Monday, December 06, 2004 After i went to Siew Hoon's house,i went out for supper with my bro, jongchern, Julian and trishen at bout 11:15pm.. it's been a long time since i went out with them.. yea.. i'm always stuck at home studying for some 'bodo' exam.. Actually i'm in the midst of my exams now.. heehee, but i studied first mar.. so can go out for a while lo.. heehee ;p and jongchern went a lil` bit crazy over my camera..siao siao wan..we wnt back at bout 1:30am..       
Went to Siew Hoon's birthday party !! it was her 21st birthday.. Didn't really want to go at first.. but went in the end at bout 10:15pm.. heehee Together with Li Wan & Christine ( this monkey cabut lari halfway.. ish..) Just a little bout Siew Hoon : Was my classmate er.. i think in Form 1.. But we were all quite good friends since there's so little Chinese students in the school.. She came from Mun Yee Primary School before she came over to SMKTM. A very noisy girl indeed !! Don't mess with her if you don't want her to bite your head off !! But she's normally very ncie wan la.. Just don't irritate her too much.. She changed so much since the last time i saw her in school.. much skinnier ( she was already very thin ) & really look so cool !! heehee ;p Really hard to imagine the siew hoon last time who screams at everyone is now all grown up !! oh yea.. if you're wondering, she came from remove form.. that's why she's 21.. Well, hope to see her around more often !! Took this picture with her yesterday.. 
And this is Liwan.. very long didn't see as well.. i think my bithday was the last time i saw her.. which was in January this year.. The girl on the right.. The other one is Grace Lee.. 
yea.. still awake.. One nice cup of 'teh tarik' is still keeping me awake.. And i want to sleep ler.. finished studying for the day.. finished playing Warcraft as well.. but still wide awake.. Hm.. i think i better try and bang my head on the wall.. matbe that'll help.. heehee :P *yawn* *sigh*
Sunday, December 05, 2004 and my mysery continues..until Tuesday? and it ends on Friday.. finally.. ;p can't wait !!
Friday, December 03, 2004 Man..I'm so worried for my exam tomorrow.. don't know how i will do.. I don't want to do too bad.. or else, i will have to work like a donkey, ant, or the most hardworking gurl in the universe !! To push up my CGPA.. Feature Writing is like.. i'm kinda clueless when it comes to writing.. The theoretical questions don't scare me too much.. but i'm really sacred for the article writing... *sigh* Father, I pray that i would at least get a B+ for both my imporatnt subjects..so that my CGPA won't drop too low... Help me remember all that i've studied...especially those press release thingies.. Pray all these in Jesus' name , AMEN !!
Thursday, December 02, 2004 well, i've finally managed to stuff some Feature Writing notes into my brains..And it seemed like as if there's so little to study !! sei lor.. i don't whether is it that i've really really finished studying, or whether there is still some more to study.. But i'm so tired lar.. feel like sotong lembik.. Today i finally stepped out of the house after two weeks of sitting in the house.. yea, wernjun?? sit in the house?? No choice ler.. who ask me fall sick.. Anyway, i went to Carrefour with my mom and brother.. then we went to Pasar Malam in Sri Rampai straight away !! heehee ;) Guess i'm still not fit to walk so much ler.. i was practically trotting behind like a tortoise while my mom and brother walked so fast in front !! It wasn't as if they walking very fast, but it was just me that was walking like a snail... I really do hope that i can recover fully soon and fast !! so that i can go out with all my friends.. since they're all back from overseas for holiday !! Feel really excited to meet them !!! So, continue to pray for me !! so that i can walk and run like normal again !! ;0)
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