what God gave me today?

wHat God GavE mE tOday ?

Monday, July 31, 2006

Two Doors

At most times, I complain. I wonder.
Why, when every time I find a real good close friend, that friend always drifts away.

Always wondering what have I ever done in the past to deserve whatever I'm facing now.
Why can't I continue to have Rachel as my bestfriend and why can't I continue to have him as close as he was earlier.

Whenever I feel like the world's crumbling down on me, I'd always write. Write to God to tell Him and ask Him about things I don't understand.

I was crying while I was writing and thinking in frustration the whole time.

Suddenly, felt like going to the toilet.
Went toilet. Ouhkay, toilet done, lets get back to writing.

*turns door knob* eh.. why cannot open wan the door?!
*turns and turns and turns* eh.. still cannot open ler..

Habis. How am I going to get out of the toilet at 12.30 in the morning ! When meifern is already sleeping and no one else is available to get me out of the toiletttt !

Nothing for me to try to push that metal thing in between the door, like openning the door manually. Sheet.

I felt so lost. Felt so dunno what to do. The other door attached to the bedroom, behind it was a rack. BOOK rack ! How to push ! I could only open the door wide enough to put half my arm through ! Hurt it a lil, but still couldn't get out.

Then, suddenly, I realise.. Why so bodo. Why didn't I think of it earlier.
Most of you reading this won't understand or believe how I got out.
But I guess God's just trying to teach me something.

So I prayed. Just a simple prayer. And I tried turning the knob again. IT TURNED ! And I was out !

Sounds like a fairy tale? But it really did happen. It really did.

I realised. All these while, I've always been praying bout stuff. Praying for Rachel praying for him. Always getting sad and depressed and always wodnering why things have to be the way they are.

Guess, I need to collect a lil bit more of patience and endurance.

*sighs*

***

Dear, I dunno how long more I have to wait for you.. But I will wait.
Nite dear. Rest well. *hargs & kiss*

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

The End

My last day at work : 11 July 2006
Reason : Since my manager is not happy with I don't know what, therefore
I suffered her consequences..

*sigh*

Damn.

I haven't even mastered the art of writing cover letters and I had to learn how to write a resignation letter.

How bizarre life can get !

I have never been treated the she treated me.
I am taking it to heart because I treated her with so much respect.

I have never been so hurt for a long long while..

***

Dear, you've changed so much..
I really wish you the you few months back.
Cos I really miss that you..

***

*sigh*

siaosiao @ 11:57 PM (1) bla it

Sunday, July 02, 2006

From 2nd to 1st

Thus ends this years CopaIba yesterday at RRIM, Sungai Buloh.

Arrived at 645am, so you can guess what time I woke up..freaking 530am and I slept only at 2am. Too excited as always ;p

Didn't really hope much this year, cos we all didn't even put any effort into practicing. But, there's always a but.

WE MADE IT !

Haha ! Yup, we won, first in place beating every one by, 3-1, 4-1, 3-1, 2-1, 2-1.

Hehe, myself, 5 shots and one goal. With an injured ankle that is, hehe, terra leh..

Quite a hot day it was, but I always love the sun, heehee.

So here it is :

Before the game

During the game

Long time didn't see this boy - Sung

Anna : Soon to miss her

Ashley and Phoebe

James : Trying to tie shoelace

SuLeen

Kathleen

eEeeEEee

Simply the Best

Now my muscles are aching..che..muscles..

Its always the happiest time of the year, when I get to meet all those whom I've not seen for a long long time..
All the smiles and all the laughter.

Simply, priceless.

*wish I could see you smile too dear, wish I could*

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