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Tuesday, June 27, 2006 Green DaySuddenly everyone decided to wear green ! Even one of the uncles commented on why everyone is wearing green today?? Manged a few shots :
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Fete De La Musique Once again, I went to visit it. Hehe, this time with Cheng-yi, Mei-fern and Xin-yi ;) The turn out wasn't as good as the past few years ! Yes, they cut down the performing spots to 2 instead of 4 ! Some bands didn't even get to perform.. after waiting for the whole nite ! Crazy lo... Anyway, here's what I saw :   'Til then..
Monday, June 26, 2006 Where You DearWhen I fall sick last time you use to be always there.. nOw its as if you don't even care anymore... And I fell down yesterday, you didn't even respond to my messages.. What if I die one day, and leaving you only one message, what will happen the? You promised me that you will recover from all that you're facing.. You asked me to be patient with you.. It hurts for the fact that you're not even replying my messages..morever I'm not feeling well.. Sometimes I wonder if you still care... Sometimes I wonder if you still miss and love me.. I only saw you last week. I don't understand how can you change from someone that is so happy and missed me and suddenly you just totally disaapear.. I really miss it so much when you text me late at night, accompanying me to sleep.. Most of the time now, I have to cry myself to sleep cos I miss you too much.. All of a sudden you just chose to disppear.. Dear, I'm still waiting for you... You remember what you said to me..cos I remember word for word..and I trust you won't betray your own words.. You hate people lying to you, so do I. Don't leave me like this for too long... wJ
Tuesday, June 20, 2006 It Feels LikeYou're tired of me. You're done with me. You don't even care bout me anymore. You even forgot what you promised me ealier this year. That is if you really forgot. Dunno what kind of human are you that you can forget such things. Damn it la ! What do you think I am? 7-11? Standby 24/7? What do you think I am? I have feelings too ok. Who's always been by your side all this while? Who was there when you needed someone? Suddenly you seem to have forgotten everything. I'm so disappointed. If you're that heartless, I wished I never knew you... But deep down in me, I still love you alot.
Sometimes At times I'm so down, I don't even know how to describe the feeling. He's the only person I ever tell things to. But the only person I tell things to is almost disappearing. I trust you dear, so much. Sometimes I wish you'd prove to me more that you're not just like any other beings in this world. Someimtes I wish you were the who I knew last year. You made me believe that you're different. You made me believe that you're the same as anyone else. Its not everyday I trust people who walks past me me. Its not everyone I sent hugs through text messages. Its not everyone I would still believe what they're saying when they're drunk. Its not everyone I talk to I say the same things. After my best friend, you're the only person I trust so much. You gained that trust, appreciate it will you? You promised me so much. And you made me believe that you will fulfill all those. I hope you're still making an effort to fulfill them. You're the one who appeared in my life without me even asking for it. I appreciate that anyway. I believe that God granted me new friends along the way when my best friend left me. For almost two years I've been wondering alone, and you're the one that lifted me so much. Don't suddenly wonder off like you never existed. If you ever bump into this, I don't want you to feel sorry or to say sorry. I want you to just know, this is how much I care and love you. wJ
Monday, June 19, 2006 What Did I Do?I have no idea.. why people act the way they do.. Sometimes I wonder I did in my whole lifetime, that I deserve to be treated this way. First its my best friend, now its you.. Spare me abit will you.. Sometimes I don't even know what I'm waiting for.. Don't know if one day after such a long wait you will decide to say sorry.. Suddenly you just abandon me like this.. Leave me to fend for myself.. So lost so helpless.. Sometimes you don't even send a reply over to tell me you're ouhkay.. I'm scared la dear.. :( I trust you a lot. . you know I do. Just, don't leave me like this for too long...
Thursday, June 15, 2006 Should She CallAll I did was ask if we could go for dinner. And I got such negative responses. I didn't even insist. I only asked. Without expecting an answer even. What did I say that made you feel bad? Why does everything I say makes you feel bad? Now I feel like sheeet. I feel like I'm the worst person on earth. Dear, You haven't been talking to me as much as before. Sometimes I even feel like I'm being abandoned. You were the one that gained my trust. You're the one that convinced me to believe you. Now you're the one treating me this way. I feel bad everytime I say something that doesn't sound too good. I'm even too scared to make any joke of any form. Scared and afraid that I might indirectly remind of you of anything and hurt you. If only you knew how much I have to think before uttering a full sentence to you without hurting you.. I think you will understand how I feel most of the time. All you've promised, I hope you keep it. As irritating as I may sound, its only because I miss you so much and at the same time I worry alot of what you do most of the time. If I don't know how to worry, I don't think I'm human. If I had a few wishes, I wish I could see you more often and I wish I could call you whenever I want to. I just don't understand, why can't I call you when I need to. It hurts, it really hurst, whenever you cancel my calls. What did I do to deserve those? I don't know. I have never given so much of my time to someone and have never spent so much time thinking what I should do to comfort you nor have I ever spent so much time thinking of how to grow up and to change so much of my bad habits simply because I respect you. For who you are and of what you're made of. No matter how bad you become, or no matter how shitty life could be, I'm always here, right by your side. +wernjun
Thursday, June 08, 2006 friends@laundryIt was Mia's night of Jazz ;) And I decided to go ! Which I stayed over at Carol's, once again ! Yea, I've been invading her house eversince TRYLA ended, haha. Luv you gurL ! There were LaiPeng, Grace, Michelle, erm.. April and Karien and I dunno what was the other gurl's name. But I had a fun night. Songs sung were GOOD. So were the musicians, where Jon Thomas, Eric Li, forgot what the bassist name was and also Julian - the new budding Saxaphonist ! See the happy us !
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 She didn't even see it coming.It just came. Just like that. Smooth and swift. So fast that you thought it was just simply a dream. Yeap, it landed on her forehead. It still feels like a dream, it really does.
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