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Sunday, November 07, 2010 Frustrating FriendsAt this age and maturity, I wonder, where did you get your base to question how I'm leading my life, spend my money or setting my priorities? Do you even know where you stand in your life or are you just living off the conveniences which your parents are providing for you? At this age and maturity, do you even know how much does one litre of petrol cost? When you run dry on supplies, all you got to do is to ask for more. Yes, from your trusted suppliers - mom and dad. Well sorry, I don't have the alternative to ask from mom and dad, nor would I want to turn to mom and dad, unless if it is an emergency. What do you understand about commitments when your studies are fully paid off by your parents? You don't have to worry even a bit that you have to work your ass off to accumulate enough finances to pay off a study loan. And you dare question my priorities. So what is with the issue of people having a problem with me not having a car? Do they even know how it cost for down payment and how much a smallest dumb car can cost? I don't even have enough finances to have a meal at a restaurant, hence the 'warung' come in handy. No more average joe cafes, Old Town White Coffee or even McDonald's and KFC. I just can't afford it and that's the fact. As much as I want to rant about having to travel to Shah Alam, Klang or Puchong, I would want to believe that, even for those who drive would complain having to travel that far for an event. Is it too much for me to even sound my exhaustion? I feel disappointed and hurt. And I thought nice friends would never change to be nice to you, especially for those whom you have known for a whole good 12 years? So much for friends forever. Maybe they only existed when I was in high school. But I wished it were true. And I thought I could depend on friends who have strong faith in God. What happened to their faith? Do they really live in God, or is it all in the mind and not heart? Why has luxuries in life become their necessities? And as if the idea is not ridiculous enough, they try to exercise that on other people? I wouldn't say that I am a 100% contented with my life now. But I always remember a saying,'when you feel contented, that will be the end of your life'. Why? Because you stop moving and striving for improvement. And while others continue to move forward, you are stuck in your own comfort zone, thinking that others would think the same. But sadly, you're wrong. *sigh* I really feel so very disappointed.
Monday, September 21, 2009 It was Stacia's birthday.. hehe.. And we went for a one-night-stay at The Westin..comfy beds, sheets, pillows and freezing cold pool!! hahaha :) But we had fun..
Sunday, July 05, 2009 FendiI dind't get a bag, but I got a cookie-bag :) And loads of nice pictures!
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Saturday, July 04, 2009 This is very much belated... but I really miss the place..so I'm posting it for fun, hehe..
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 M.I.A.Sorry I went m.i.a. for a while. . . Trying to figure out some certain things..like why am I always lacking this and that..Just so many things been happening and I don't even know how to digest each part of it. Sometimes I feel so tired I just feel like falling asleep and wake up few days later. Maybe with that my mind can work better and at least I feel better too. So, I think I've had enough of hiding and running away, it's time to get back on my feet and savour each moment and second of air that I'm breathing. With that, I'm going to post some long overdue photos (for some of you who have no idea what I've been doing for the past few months). Chun & York's Wedding         End of day one. More tomorrow :)
Saturday, December 27, 2008 Your Song by Elton JohnIt's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things I do You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen *** Vaguely remember listening to this song. But it somehow touched me just few days ago. It may sound little old, but I think I like it a lot.
Thursday, December 25, 2008 I'm Dreaming Of A Weird Christmas 'Eve'Another year has passed and I managed to survive it well. Gladly, friends came, and they stayed throughout the year. Laughter, joy, tears and happiness were some of the things they brought to 'my year 2008'. So what's so weird about 'MY' Christmas eve this year? Instead of spending it with carolers at church member's house. Instead of spending it at mamak stall reminiscing about the year that had passed. Instead of counting down. Instead of helping myself to turkeys. Instead of getting my fingers burnt with candles we're holding while singing in the dark. I had dinner at BBQ Plaza in Times Square. With Amy, after last-minute Christmas shopping with mom. And yea, sipping coffee at our residential Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf outlet in Ampang Point. How's that for a change?! Well, at least it was cosy. At least there wasn't a mosh pit. Sweaty bodies rubbing against 1,000 other random 'I dunno whos'. At least there wasn't deafening music playing next to me. I wanted to stay til 12 midnight, but she said 'Weh..I'm old ady lar..' Hahahaha. Old konon. Siao-lar.. Nevertheless, I managed to present presents to my family personally, instead of migrating somewhere else on the eve of Christmas! This would my first :) So before I sign off, I want to wish all you who are reading this a Merry Happy Christmas! It doesn't matter where you are, or who you're with, God knows what's at heart, and He'll always love you :) Love Lots, wJ :)
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