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Sunday, August 06, 2006

Anna

Back from her house - farewell.
Such a memorable sight. Sung and Xian laughing at one table. SarahGoh and JoanneTeh laughing at another table. Her RBS fellas laughing at another table. Aunties and uncles laughing in the house. While I stared from a distance. Such a happy sight.

Jeff tried to make me eat. So did he try to make me sit somewhere. Nope it didn't work.
There were clowns, professionals in entertaining. So many of them. None could me laugh.
Somehow I wanted to see JohnKit instead. Mahjong Kungfu still makes me laugh John.

I wish I could laugh as much as much as everyone there. Wish I could pull a stupid lame joke like I always do. Wish I was my laughing self - the 'why you laugh so much wan?' Wish I could.

I only had, two satay-sticks, two rounded small sushi rolls, half a plate of mixed meehoon and rice and two cups of Ribena. Yeap. It wouldn't have filled wernjun's tummy of a dinosaur.

I told Eric, all I need is a dose of him. He laughed.

My green cargos, they were drooping.

Hiding my not so happy mode. Did well didn't I? I'm a good actress, naturally.

I hate seeing the happiness in people and not being able to have that happiness. I walked out to call Christina, when Adam started singing. Just couldn't stand. Just didn't want to talk to anyone. So not me.

Am happy to see auntie Catherine. She recognized me from so FAR away. Amazingness.

Jeff said,"Ey, why so quiet?"
Me,"Ya meh?"
Jeff said,"Quite lo. You usually have a lot to say"
Me,"Really ah?"
Jeff said,"Lei fatt ngou tou? Or are you just thinking?"
Me,"Just thinking"

Even Jeff thinks I'm becoming quiet?! I don't know...

How to find that wernjun again? You tell me.

*I knew her when she was a little girl. More like I knew unc Allan when I was a little girl. So she leaves to US on the 8th. Will miss her. Will miss dropping by her house. Will miss going to Ampang Point with her & my bro. Will miss her weird laughter and weird analogies.
The only other gurl - Anna

siaosiao @ 2:45 AM

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