what God gave me today?

wHat God GavE mE tOday ?

Sunday, August 13, 2006

7-Day

I think its finally gone.
I hope.
Just a bit stuffy. A bit dizzy. Just a lil bit nosea.

This fever's the weirdest ever. It started last Sunday. And I think its finally waering off?
It kept coming and going which was really irritating. Not a very nice feeling having to swallow panadols except this time Uphamol. Equally tastes bad. Uphamol is a bit thicker and harder to swallow. Yah, I hate swallowing pills ! YUCK.

I think I'm finally a bit better than usual. Just still feeling a bit stonned.
Til I wonder why everthing always comes together, with a loud BANG. But only I can hear. None others.

I wish people around me will stand by me more. Rather than passing negative remarks. Not exactly helping the current state that I am now you know.

I can only be myself. You try to live my life, then I allow you to pour cold water over me. No one will ever understand what I'm going through except God.
So don't try to judge me...Cos its really not helping.. at all..

I wish so much for my life to return to half as normal as it was a few months back.
I wish my friends would wish with me. Sadly...

Sorry I'm such a pain at times. Wish I could help not being it.

I only want to be the happy wernjun again. And I don't know when I will get to be that...Hoping and wishing.

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I don't know what you're doing or what you're thinking.
I wish I knew. I wish I knew.
Just take care, you know I always want you to.

siaosiao @ 11:33 PM

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